I never understood why people kept telling me are you ok? but i knew it really annoyed me. During that school incident i skipped classes queit abit. I failed my french speakin test because i was really nervous. I never told a soul about my anxiety...it was too awkward. if you get what i mean.
However i had the chance to do an english speaking exam which required me to act as a certain character from Of mice and men if you've read the book. I felt a whole lot calmer and at ease acting then being myself.
Then i had an idea Why don't i change myself as in my personality by acting in order to FIT IN.
Let me tell you , changing yourself (personality) your sense of humour, your image, is not a good idea. It turns you abit crazy and less likeable. Because you seem more fake since people don't know the real You.
*Do you feel like this?
I act Myself at home (fun and bubbly) but when i step out of the door i'm SHY.
Its as if i transform into boring shy guy.
Part 2 of the story is coming soon :) Comment please :) really really apreciate every view :)
Yes, i have Almost overcome SA. i went looking for a job by going into stores and asking. I was so nervous anxious panicky.
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